Am very prepared to fail A.maths again ))): I hope not though. E.maths paper was alright except for the last part of the last question..

and we have spelling lists T_T so many hard words. ; abase abridge abominate abdicatw abnegate acquiesce agglomerate abjure etc. ))): annoying spelling list is annoying. 70+ words for the alphabet 'A'. can die.

I've got a teeny weeny girlcrush! on Sooyoung. what to do, she's so pretty and tall and her image now is amazing :D Anyway, somehow even though i know i had looked forward to db going back to Korea, i somehow now want them in Japan?! idk what's with me now. Tokyo Friends Park is the one of the best Japanese Variety Shows i've seen db on ever. 8D Hope they get to go on that show again~ lol ' you're surprised that they came so close? Don't smell them!!! ' 8DD

A.maths Spring test is shit.
how the hell can you change the equation y = Ax^(b-1) into a straight line graph equation using linear law.
9 marks out of 15 fly away already.

))):

at least english oral was quite okay.

edit : shit okay wth now i just figured out how to change the equation into log. form. stupid stupid me, why didn't i think of that?!?!

FUGGG FUGGGGGG FUGGGG.
SCREWED CHINESE O LVLS ORAL DAMNIT. they cheat my feelings! The passage reading was pretty easy so i thought that hte conversation topic would be easy too-- and guess what!?!?

THEY FREAKING GAVE THIS QUESTIONS:
1. What type of person do you think is a sucessful person? (like what kind of person)
2. What (sort of) profession do you want to go for in the future (and reasons why)
3. What preparation do you have to do? (like studying hard etc.)

bye bye A1 sadface. i just spat out whatever i thought of. wth my ans for Q2 was 'uh something do to with the arts as if i like drawing but i dont draw well, then i can just easily change to singing, but if i dont draw well then want to go for office job it's very hard as i dont have....uh uh..zheng....(forgot  how to say cert in chineseT_T)

so yes it's byebye to my A1 already obviously. And i just realised that most of my ans do not make sense )))):

A.maths spring test tmr wtf school is so screwed theres tests everywhere. and there's also english oral tmr. Lucky is normal oral exam not olvls. Moe can screw itself for setting such a hard conver. topic.

i do not like july AT ALL.

So many exams. Every one/two weeks there's an exam for maths and A.maths. can die.
Chinese oral is tomorrow. I am going to die as well.

))))):

frick frock fruck fruck fruck truck.
there is chinese oral on wednesday homg dying already i dont know what to do. mdm chee aparantly probably thinks i suck at oral too since she almost gave me a fail for the practice one last term T_T

i.do.not.want.to.go.to.school.tmr damn i haven't done finish e.maths but yay i look forward to bio lessons now cuz mr peh's damn funny.

Watched Gakuen Heaven today. Was quite boring in the first few eps but towards the end it was pretty interesting :D hahhhah the hamham heaven at the end is freaking cute. even if i didn't like the anime, i would've def. still have enjoyed the ham ham heaven part.

dreampt of Minho and Key last night. weird cause idk i didn't even watch or listening to anything shinee related ytd. Dream consisted of minho, key, some screamy girls, a 7 year old girl who looks like 13, bag dumping, running alot, some kind of amazing race kind of event thing lol. T_T stupid brother had to wake up and talk to my mom in the morning in my room which obviously woke me up and ended the dream ):

愛し続けるよ
Keep loving, and keep walking,
歩き続けるよ
we've been believing that we will be able to
溢れる思いが
convey these overflowing feelings.
届くと信じて
Even before we were born,
生まれる前から
we knew that we would meet,
僕らは出会って
and that we would be searching for our dreams together.
夢を探していた
そんな気がするよ

-Colours ~ melody and harmony~ - jaechun

song has really apt lyrics, i like :D

no school tmr! youth day + mom's birthday. Feeling guilty cause i have no idea yet what am i gonna do for her birthday ))):
double sadface because tsc is over. Can't wait for the dvd though :D but i REALLY hope they put box in the ship & my destiny inside cuz those songs are terrific.

I wish i had the hokkaido fair's custard manju cake now damn i can't live w/o it. Probably going to queue for it after school on tues? argh so much yummy food T_T

lol today, while eating dinner with relatives (my mom's bday is in the next few days, 6/7) ,
'omg T_T now dbsk is singing in tokyo dome! secret game! i wanna hear yoochun do his 'cant catch me oh baby cop girl' again!!! '

and just because today is tokyo dome, lol purposely wore my tsc shirt to tuition for fun. I should have pasted masking tape on my bag saying 'thsk tokyo dome, 7/4 , 7/5' !

homg first it was the pbm storybook, then it was aadbsk3...and now it's tsc dvd?! wahlao must save money like shit already. not buying pbm though. but nooooo tsc tokyo dome didnt have box in the sheep ))): Then it means the dvd doesn't have T_T i want to hear the 'oh eh oh eh oh eh oh...hitsumabushi!' again )))):

toho toho tohoshinki fighto! mighty fine~

Going back to school today feels weird. Like the kind of what-am-i-doing-gg-to-sch-does-not-feel-right kind of feeling. But anyway! school was not bad today! Comprising of toho biscuits, funny bio class (laugh like shit T_T), eating a lot,
legacy was epic lol.
*in loud voice* 'OKAY WE DO SOLAR PANELS, OK?!'
'OI YOU SAY SO LOUD EVERYBODY KNOW ALR LAH!'
mr zain : one solar panel can only light one light bulb yknow...
us : wtffff okay NO MORE SOLAR PANELS!!
(then suddenly...)
'EH LET'S CLEAN TOILET!' -.-

end up it had something to do with toilet T_TT

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Side note, i love love love my room walls now! It's now a snowfield grey w/ one wall having a dark cherry red 8DD at first we were like 'omg the red so bright red ' but turns out it's not so bright after all ! *is happy* My bro's one is green. Maybe i should hang my uniform in there next time~

omg Sooyoung why are you so pretty T_T Jessica is idek she's my 3rd fave now in snsd, after Sooyoung and Taeyeon.
i must be lacking kpop so much that.....idk. but whee boys generation is love and ghey but still love. giodano shirt (i think) AGAIN.
First jaejoong, then now what? the 2am guy?! T_TTTT

)))))): It's unfair. When i switch on the TV to watch AYG (tv is really boring in the afternoons) , they always show repeats of the diving events. I w.a.n.t. to watch other events,live on tv, not repeats.

But i'm complaining much cause when the zoom up on the chinaboy Wu dongliang's face, i get reminded of Yunho again and again *hums 2pm's song*

This week's been boring shit T_T i may regret saying this later, but i w.a.n.t to go to school damnit. Past 3 days wasn't pleasant. At least the mornings weren't cuz calls from admins from school woke me up from sleep. wth and it wasn't like 10 plus or smth. but 8. yes, EIGHT, E-I-G-H-T, pahl, yeodeol, hachi -.- and now i have to msg the sch's hp no. every morn, if i'm not wrong, before eight? hoho good luck to them it'll be mostly late msgs then.

i have no idea what's wrong with me cause i have only dreamt of db once and now after returning from my trip i've dreamt of them a few times already T_T last night was yunjae and somehow i was sometimes looking at things through jae's eyes wtf and it was a mix of yunjae, mean unknown parents of theirs, a secretary, mansion, sleek cars etc. best dream ever lol. yoochun should have appeared cause i missed his 'can't catch me oh baby cop girl' line in tsc. )));

/edit : snsd is prettier now! Sooyoung is prettier than ever~ I think i'm a fan of hers now. And Taeyeon is so so so pretty when she pins up her fringe 8D Jessica is pretty as usual mmhm. Tiffany's long hair doesnt match her look in one of the perfs, though. But i love their new album & obviously Sooyoung's new look homg.

I just HAVE to say this;

watched AYG ytd, and there was this china boy @ the men's 3m diving springboard event, he's called wu dongliang i think, AND HE LOOKS LIKE YUNHO WTF AHHAHA . I was wondering why he was so familliar and my eyes wandered to the posters on my wall and it hit me that he looked kind of like yunho, especially at some angles. And he even has a mole on his upper lip lol.

watched the miroticon seoul vid and...i'm not being bias but i kind of like tsc more. Maybe it's the mood or smth because uh, miroticon has so much screaming but @ tsc you have dead silence during balleds lol. Miss tsc alr homg T_T mum keeps telling me to focus on studies and no more idol stuff T_TTTTTTT. I'm praying that db only comes to sg (if they come,) after my O's.

Anyway, anyone gg to tokyo must eat something called 'tokyo banana' hahahha damn nice! I miss the hitsumabushi at Nanaya in Sakae, Nagoya , i miss Kanayama, i miss the yumyum can-totally-beat-haagendars ice cream, i miss disneyland, i miss Kichijoji's Nakamichi street. Miss alot alot of things bleh. must go back to japan soon D'8

Can't wait to get back to school lol. Staying at home is boring -.-

No school for the next 4 days for me!!
hooray! 8DD

oh & i managed to only find the usb wire for my phone so...here are some pictures from my trip ~
but there's only pictures of the concert day T_T cuz the rest are in the camera. No fancams/pictures during the concert though. I was too focused on the concert lol & there were those staff behind me T_T

So here it is 8DD( 6/21 - toho! )

Japan was awesome, period. Best country i ever went to.( more japan goodness 8D )

T_T I'm back from mia-ing for a week.
Stupid laptop had problems.
Chinese proj is done 8DD

2 more daysssss ! ♥

edit:

was curious and went to read the so called 'fic' jaejoong wrote.
Though i dont understand some parts.
But it's really sad.
makes me feel as if he went through that before..

Today was wasted lol.
Spent the whole day using comp, youtube,eating,ipod,sleeping T_T

mm the reality show, 'Junjin's highschool girls' is damn nice! Pity i couldn't find ep 5 onwards.
youtube only had until ep 4.
even googling didn't work o_o
Anyone knows where i can watch it, besides youtube?

LOL 2pm idol army is hilarious! T
Especially the one w/ shinee & the one with the high school girls HAHAHA.

ep 6:
jaebum(i think) : *english* i'm Jay..
Tatiana: gay?!
jaebum: T_TTTTT

i can die of laughter T_TTTTT

JKHSDKA i really really HATE MOE.
Even those returning from mexico don't have to freaking quarantine.
I'm just going to Nagoya & tokyo, it's not even kobe/osaka so WHY DO I HAVE TO QUARANTINE KSADKHAD.
thanks for making things hard for us you oh-hah-i-take-care-of-our-country-so-much moe.
go eat some shit.
if anything changes in our travel plans because of this, i don't even know what i'll do.
oh yes #1 is to call up the school and ask them wtf are they doing cuz last time i checked, nagoya and tokyo ARE NOT on the list of affected areas.

irritating people making life hard for us.
don't know who is the smart ass who assumes that Koba & osaka,just because they are in japan means anyone from there must quarantine.
T_T don't know why they are in the government anyway.
ugh.

Emaths supp. was not productive and a waste of time.
walked home from tamps.
and now my legs are bloody tired >:/
so if i don't fail,or barely pass the 2.4km thing, it'll be a miracle.

i ♥ 2pm idol army 8D
funny crazy amusing.
mmm.

SHINee's Juliette perf was not bad (((:
except that i was expecting a better perf though.
maybe it was the vid/audio quality. Super annoying when i was watching the channel on the kbs player and it was not lagging at all T_T and then suddenly it starts lagging when nearing SHINee's perf. Got abit pissed lol.

mm but i'm happy cause there was Afterschool, taegoon and some female duo who could sing damn well - i can only rmb there was the word 'twilight' in the song title/group name? They aren't very pretty but their voice is amazing 8DD

now it's super junior's neorago 8D

edit:
SHINEE WON MUTIZEN !!
YAY.
and jonghyun was pretty emotional..*hands him tissue*
hahah yesung's hair stood out so easily heh.